Sunday, September 25, 2005

small girl BIG QUESTIONS

my hands went cold for a while yesterday evening. the green man didn't know though. the red man pretends to know, stood still and mocked. i felt stupid. But after the green man flashed, that little stupidity gave me relief.

life's little ironies...

today restlessness resides a little more than usual. i get a little more emotional. i haven't seen so many people coming for service in a long time.... someone commented that it felt like christmas service. the rare scene of a full house. time seems not to notice though, service goes on as per normal, lunch, then home. and that was it. the last of CG/YF service.

yet this is not the last of us. nor the least.

for all my questions of life and whos and whys and hows and whats and whens and wheres, oh how He knows. and yes He knows. should i repeat that He knows? and i am saying it for the fourth time not for your emphasis, but for my benefit.
He knows.

small girls can only trust His answer. Even when she hears silence...

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"God is an awesome God
He reigns from heaven above
with wisdom, power and love
Our God is an awesome God"
Awesome God, by Rich Mullins

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