Thursday, July 20, 2006

My Wandering Heart

the heart is like a butterfly. she flutters from flower to flower in the court, trying to seduce the sweetness within. then finds herself sipped in the routine.
the heart is more foolish. the creature finds host in its Eden, unlike her who tries to satisfy her self elsewhere.

" O to grace how great a debtor
Daily I'm constrained to be
Let Thy goodness like a fetter
Bind my wandering heart to Thee
Prone to wander Lord, i feel it
Prone to leave the God i love
Here's my heart, O take and seal it
Seal it for Thy courts above
Here's my heart, O take and seal it
Seal it for Thy courts above"

taken from Come Thou Fount Of Every Blessing,
words by Robert Robinson.

Monday, July 17, 2006

Before I Sleep

yesterday pastor said that there are many careless words and emails that he wished he could take back.

me too.

sometimes i really wished that i can take back my words. esp those that are said when i was guarding my pride. or when i was too full of myself.

one reason why i haven blogged is cus the internet is really slow in indo and it will jus cut its connection whenever it pleases. so i was too impatient to write anything up here. the other reason is cus i jus din know what to write. or maybe i knew, but i was too lazy to proof-read them. it always takes time to decide whether each entry is okay. no point publishing things tt are not beneficial. but even those are fine. its still okay if words are not beneficial in any way, as long as it doesnt harm. the worst kind of words are when they harm. so be careful with them. i dun mean be careful when someone say harmful stuffs to you. i mean be careful not to say harmful stuffs to others.

k la.... so this post may not be beneficial to you. haha tts very fine. just hoping that it doesnt harm God in any way.

good nitez, slp tite........

o ya, i haven talked about my trip back in indo... it was really fun... =) and i had a really good time with my family... not just my immediate family, but my uncles aunts cousins etc. got to know things i never knew about them. when i thought i already know them so well!
hmmz i shant say how much weight i have gained. but just that i ate so much for each meal, that i still feel full even when its time for the next meal. but i still had to eat. so i ate while i was full, then i was super full by the end of it. so by the next next meal i am still full, but i still have to eat. and so on. so different from Gundap right.... yupz... food is really good in indo... but family is best! =)

good nite again..... chOc DrEamZ......... =)