i'm writing with such heavy hands. i'm guilty... of not writing about the many goodness of God, abt the lessons He taught me so graciously, for i am ashamed of my struggles, n i am ashamed of how i write. all the more i feel guilty because i care more abt me n my writing, than abt building a memorial for the most beautiful thing on earth, i chose to risk forgetting my Lord who has faithfully carried me through this season.

i need to click on 'publish post' now.