but he told not to keep my hopes up. it's a game, he says. the higher my hopes, the greater my disappointment. it's therefore better to play it cool.
today i feel stupid for believing that guy. disappointment wounds the heart bad. but to hope less kills the heart slowly. and if i one day reach hopelessness, then i will surely die.
our hearts yearn for hope. don't suppress it. fill it all in. and it will overflow- with life.
expect the worst. hope for the best.
