My Failing Eyes

some people are so unlovable. i cant stand it when they do the things they do. it irks.

then again, i am reminded that somehow in some ways God never fails to see the beauty in them. even when i fail to do so.

people say that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
thank God for that.
because the beholder is You- i am beautiful.

pls help me see them through Your eyes...

Wishlist

end of term 2. which means i am not going to be a freshman anymore. time really flies...

Things to do for the next 4 months (and beyond...):

go back indonesia...
to eat. kho tavern! grilled chicken with amiyaki sauce... i miss you!!!
to shop. ITC. kelapa gading mal.
to read indo comics.
to play my clavinova.
to slp on my bed in ptk. i miss my bear.
to see my family... esp. tuaku and his family. hopefully i can go visit them in surabaya.

oh, most imptly, i'm going back to jkt to fulfil a mission with wil. heh...

after 1 month, go back singapore...
to find a job. hopefully i can work in a christian bookstore... then i can enjoy the music all day long! heh. and browse thru those books when i am free. hmmz... or SPH. i dun mind any job there really. *cRosS FiNgERz*
to dance! somewhere....
to play piano.
to train tkd. must at least be able to do switch-kick smoothly!
to train ld. ooh i finally got to touch drums last night... heh.

in all e things i do... may i walk in Your ways and fix my eyes on You.

i got e chatter box up finally! heh. feel free to tag... say hi... say low... etc... =)

Barely

I'm barely breathing as I reach for the air. Not really. I'm not reaching for the air. I'm holding my own breath.

I'm barely breathing as I reach for the fallen leaves. Orange leaves. I love orange leaves. But they always fall. And i can't catch them. The more i clutch unto them, the faster they crush, and they fade.

I'm barely breathing as I reach for your hand. But my hands are full of candies. sweet chocolate candies that melt. I can't reach you with a hand that's already filled.


lince ah lince...

The Two Sisters

what happens when you have gastric before your presentation? you asked permission to go home after you finish.
what happens when you walk out of class, you realised that its raining, and you have no umbrella? you call a friend to ask if she has one.
what if she says no? she asked you to mt her at the lobby with another friend.
you then walked to the lobby, and u realise one was waiting for you, the other went to grab a hot milo for you. because you cant walk down the hill to the bustop, they waited together at the lobby for a taxi. you then realised that they were studying, and you are taking up their time. alot of their time (took super long for the taxi to come). but they still continued to hang around anyway.

just want to appreciate the two lovely sisters who were with me this afternoon... hUGz... thanx christie, thanx yinghui.... =)

Indescribable

Chris Tomlin's Indescribable

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God

All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God