Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Blessing in Disguise

I love the smell of an after-rain. :)

If you're like me and is curious to know how that smell is produced, here's an answer from HowStuffWorks:

"As it turns out, the smells people associate with rainstorms can be caused by a number of things. One of the more pleasant rain smells, the one we often notice in the woods, is actually caused by bacteria! Actinomycetes, a type of filamentous bacteria, grow in soil when conditions are damp and warm. When the soil dries out, the bacteria produces spores in the soil. The wetness and force of rainfall kick these tiny spores up into the air where moisture after a rain acts as an aerosol (just like an aerosol air freshener). The moist air easily carries the spores to us so we breathe them in. These spores have a distinctive, earthy smell we often associate with the rainfall. The bacteria is extremely common and can be found in areas all over the world, which accounts for the universality of this sweet "after-the-rain" smell. Since the bacteria thrives in moist soil but releases the spores once the soil dries out, the smell is most acute after a rain that follows a dry spell, although you'll notice it to some degree after most rainstorms."

The wetness. and force. of rainfall kick! these tiny spores up into the air.

How apt. Just like how we need to be kicked hard and cold so that we can bounce right up and high.

The smell is most acute after a rain that follows a dry spell.

And how we shall bounce most high after a long period of drought, of lacking, nothingness. senselessness.

"What if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise"
- Blessings, Laura Story





Friday, November 25, 2011

On Hope

that child told me to hope for the best.

but he told not to keep my hopes up. it's a game, he says. the higher my hopes, the greater my disappointment. it's therefore better to play it cool.

today i feel stupid for believing that guy. disappointment wounds the heart bad. but to hope less kills the heart slowly. and if i one day reach hopelessness, then i will surely die.

our hearts yearn for hope. don't suppress it. fill it all in. and it will overflow- with life.

expect the worst. hope for the best.


Sunday, October 16, 2011

Elephant in the Room, Richard Walters

Loving Jakob Karr dance this beautiful song in his SYTYCD audition! or youtube 'elephant in the room lyrics' for the full song.

Calling you to wake
Shouting in my car that's stalled outside. It's pure coincidence, I'm sure.
Falling from my mouth, secondary doubts I've found myself in
Can't seem to look you in the eyes

And I hope you can see
I'm more than this,
this heap at your feet

Who are you to judge me? Who are you to preach?
Control has slipped away from me again

How heavy are these words?
They're heavier than air
That rushes past your face as you drive away from me again
How heavy are my hands?
They're heavier than blood
That rushes to my head as I will walk away from here again

Sunday, August 07, 2011

Mine against His

Mine.

i thought i was thirsty. so i drank. but it was no good. so maybe i was hungry.
i tried food. and it was good for a while. but i felt it again.
i filled my ears with music this time. it was good. for a while. and i felt it again.
i sucked in the sunshine. the skies.
the air. and the waves.
it was really good.
but. i felt it again.

i thought you said hi. so i said hi back. but it was no good. so maybe i misheard you.
i said goodbye. and it was good for a while. but i felt it again.
i tried walking with my eyes closed this time. it was really good. for a while. but. uh-oh. i felt it again.

His.
PSALM 104 (in parts):

"He waters the mountains from his upper chambers;
the land is satisfied by the fruit of his work.
He makes grass grow for the cattle,
and plants for people to cultivate-
bringing forth food from the earth:
wine that gladdens human hearts,
oil to make their faces shine.
and bread that sustains their hearts.

The lions roar for their prey
and seek their food from God.

All creatures look to you
to give them their food at the proper time.
When you give it to them,
they gather it up;
when you open your hand,
they are satisfied with good things."

Sunday, July 03, 2011

love flutters its wings.
it doesn't hurt,
when it lands on an evening rose.

time fails to capture the beauty of its moment.
but eternity looks from above, and smiles.

love flutters its broken wings.
yet it doesn't hurt,
to fly another time. and another time.

time looks down on its incompleteness,
but an evening petal encircles, and arms its visitor in the sight of eternity.

Wednesday, June 08, 2011

Rainbow Connection

Why are there so many
Songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side?

Rainbows are visions
But only illusions
Rainbows have nothing to hide

So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see
Someday we'll find it
The rainbow connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

Who said that every wish will be heard and answered
When wished on a morning star
Somebody thought of that
and someone believed it
Look what it's done so far

What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing?
What do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it
The rainbow connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

All of us under its spell, we know that it's probably magic.

Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors
The voice might be one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
It's something that I'm supposed to be
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

Thursday, May 05, 2011

Not Going Anywhere

-Keren Ann

This is why I always wonder
I'm a pond full of regrets
I always try to not remember
Rather than forget

This is why I always whisper
When vagabonds are passing by
I tend to keep myself away
From their goodbyes

Tides will fall and rise along the bay
And I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going anywhere
People come and go and walk away
But I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going anywhere

This is why I always whisper
I'm a river with a spell
I like to hear but not to listen
Like to say but not to tell

This is why I always wonder
There's nothing new under the sun
I won't go anywhere
So give my love to everyone

Tides will fall and rise along the bay
And I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going anywhere
People come and go and walk away
But I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going anywhere

This is the best i can find in youtube =X

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Even Stones Will Sing

'You must not speak,' he says.
So I bit my lips,
and I listened instead.

I listened to the quick rustling of the leaves. to the slow whirring of a motorbike. to the random chirping of a bird. to other deliberate refrains from other birds. then the leaves again- drummed by my friend, the wind. at that point i would believe it if the sun stooped down to join in- some sizzling sounds with its heat perhaps?

A grand morning orchestra.

I walked to my room, turned on the CD player, and I secretly laughed.

"I tell you," He replied,"if they keep quiet, the stones will cry out."- Luke 19:40

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Many Are The Wonders To Sing

"He put a new song in my mouth,
a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear the LORD
and put their trust in him.

Blessed is the one
who trusts in the LORD,
who does not look to the proud,
to those who turn aside to false gods.
Many, LORD my God,
are the wonders you have done,
the things you planned for us.
None can compare with you;
were I to speak and tell of your deeds,
they would be too many to declare.

Sacrifice and offering you did not desire—
but my ears you have opened—
burnt offerings and sin offerings you did not require.
Then I said, “Here I am, I have come—
it is written about me in the scroll.
I desire to do your will, my God;
your law is within my heart."

-Psalm 40:3-8

Saturday, January 22, 2011

A New Song

Psalm 33

Sing joyfully to the LORD, you righteous;
it is fitting for the upright to praise him.
Praise the LORD with the harp;
make music to him on the ten-stringed lyre.
Sing to him a new song;
play skillfully, and shout for joy.

For the word of the LORD is right and true;
he is faithful in all he does.
The LORD loves righteousness and justice;
the earth is full of his unfailing love.

By the word of the LORD the heavens were made,
their starry host by the breath of his mouth.
He gathers the waters of the sea into jars;
he puts the deep into storehouses.
Let all the earth fear the LORD;
let all the people of the world revere him.
For he spoke, and it came to be;
he commanded, and it stood firm.

The LORD foils the plans of the nations;
he thwarts the purposes of the peoples.
But the plans of the LORD stand firm forever,
the purposes of his heart through all generations.

Blessed is the nation whose God is the LORD,
the people he chose for his inheritance.
From heaven the LORD looks down
and sees all mankind;
from his dwelling place he watches
all who live on earth—
he who forms the hearts of all,
who considers everything they do.

No king is saved by the size of his army;
no warrior escapes by his great strength.
A horse is a vain hope for deliverance;
despite all its great strength it cannot save.
But the eyes of the LORD are on those who fear him,
on those whose hope is in his unfailing love,
to deliver them from death
and keep them alive in famine.

We wait in hope for the LORD;
he is our help and our shield.
In him our hearts rejoice,
for we trust in his holy name.
May your unfailing love be with us, LORD,
even as we put our hope in you.