He Replied:

"In quietness and trust, is your strength."

-Isaiah 30:15

O Lord, i'm tired. i always feel like throwing up when that happens. literally. especially after hearing hours of accusations and insults, which were sincerely spurred out of love, and attempts of encouragement. i want to run away and have some peace and quiet. i want to go home and sleep in Your arms. how long will i be stuck in this car, this cycle?

thistles are rising from the ground, and i'm afraid it's slowing creeping into my ears, into my body. i'm afraid that their fears are drummed to become my fears; their concerns, mine.

"Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants."

- Matt 13:7

O Lord, i ask for strength, so I can stand firm, and continue to breathe.