Wednesday, August 10, 2005

My Dearest Confidant

i wrote horrible stuffs. it was saved as a draft for abt a week, and nope, i am not going to publish it. in fact i just deleted it.

it's so easy to delete things and hide parts of your self in front of others. but God knows. He knows the exact letter i am going to hit, all the wrong spellings, deletings and retypings even before my fingers touch the pad.
and i am so thankful for that...
With Him i express freedom. to be just as i am. to say all the things that's in my mind. i don't feel paiseh with God... i am glad He knows all my thoughts, my bests and my worsts, and it shall remain a secret between Him and me. if any, oopz, typo there, i mean many. if many of my imperfections are revealed, let it be a testimony of His grace, forgiveness, mercy, and love.

"You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God"

how can i refuse such a refuge?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

yay! God is so good, ya? Continue to trust in Him becos He is the most best 'lao pa' we will ever have. Amen? :)

Anonymous said...

"If i ascend up into heaven,thou art there: if i make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there" psalm 139:8...where can i hide from the father when he is watching me every moment...i will only be hiding from myself...and because of "In thee,o lord,do i put my trust; let me never be ashamed: deliver me in thy righteousness" psalm 31:1....that i have taken refuge in the lord, my sins are forgiven by the gracious father and i shall never hide my sins in darkness but live in the truth of the father...praise the lord...